They could mean everything or nothing. I don't really know. These have not been revised at all, so they are very...basic.

poem 1
I know what you want
but i won't let you break me
i hear you whispering in my ear
all the things you want me to believe
and i have let you break me before
almost to the point of
never being put back together.
I've let you tell me that
someone else has to put me together
that i'm not strong enough
on my own.
Well, guess what?
I am stronger than you.
I am braver than you give me credit for.
And I will break you.

poem 2
There was a moment
where I felt myself slipping
(sliding away into darkness)
and i felt despair
like i've never felt before.
Words became too much for me
and so did all the stories.
Pictures, thoughts, songs, sound, sight:
i found myself hiding from it all.
It was just. Too. Much.
I had thought i knew what pain was,
but i was wrong until that moment.
I thought i knew who i was
but i had no clue.
my soul caved into itself and
i felt as though i would
simply disappear.
but then...
the light.
That glorious light.
And slowly the light
is helping my soul
to burn again.